Robbie stands at the edge of the light behind
the softball diamond. His tongue snatches a line of sweaty mucus from
beneath his nose. On the other side of the old backstop the
lights abuse the infield with a harsh white that dims into the
nether reaches of the outfield. That is where the grass is growing
damp and where his stepfather, Lance, will soon send the ball.
Robbie glows in the light through the
mesh while behind him an elongated shadow stretches across the
street almost touching his mother where she sits beneath a streetlamp in her car. He turns to look as she drops a cigarette out the open window. The smoke billows around her head in the still night air.
The crowd in the bleachers on the home
side stands and begins to chant: Lance, Lance, Lance.
Robbie steps closer, threads his fingers through the wires in
the backstop as Lance approaches, measures the bat against
home plate. Two fierce practice swings foreshadow the homerun
he will garner for Village Farm and Home.
The crowd falls silent as the pitcher
takes his spot on the mound. Behind him Robbie hears his mother
call, Robbie, Robbie! It’s time to go. He begins to run
to the car then stops in the middle of the street and turns
again to the diamond. Lance, obviously one strike down, pounds
the plate, glances back toward Robbie, smiles and points his bat
at him as if to say this is for you Robbie.
Get the hell in the car, his mother
yells, almost beside him. She grabs as much of his crew cut
as she can, opens the back door and pushes him in head first.
Robbie sits up, rolls down the window and leans out until he
sees Lance still at the plate. An obvious second strike has
him staring at the mound.
The car jerks as the transmission
clunks into gear. Can’t we wait, mom? He asks. Damnit
no, Robbie, she says, we won’t make grandpa’s until
eleven as it is and he’ll be pissed if we have to wake
him. The streetlamp casts a shadow off the high edge of her
cheekbone reflected in the side mirror. He catches her
chin lifting, her eyebrows rising as she looks toward the
diamond. She closes her eyes and he holds his breath. She
swallows. Roll up your window, she says over her shoulder.
The car eases out of its parking spot
onto Main Street, picking up speed. The sound of
Lance’s bat on the ball is dull and uncertain but the
roar of the crowd sneaks through the sliver still open at the
top of his window. Robbie sits back in the seat. The back of
his mother’s head reflects the shadows moving through the
car as they drive out of the light.
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